i am reminder. i am sore spots. i am the ghost of a little girl who everyone sees but we’re not supposed to talk about. i live my life small and you reap the benefits of not knowing. i am protecting you, really, no really, protecting you by holding this knife up my crotch. there is a monster in my lower belly where all the evil in the world sleeps so i try to keep it inside of me by crossing my legs and whispering.